COOL ADV.
go view!

I just got home. I spent half of my day today at SSDC. I passed my theory, booked my final theory, booked my practical. && i reckon lady luck is on me because i got an earlier slot. HEH! Then, I went to the bank to run some errands, my debit card, open new savings account etc. (:

Now i just can't seem to get my sorry ass out of the house and go down to Jurong. After tomorrow, i won't be free for the rest of the week. Well, looks like the boyfriend's going to survive without his stone player in bunk next week. Serve him wrong for washing it in the machine! ugh.

Yesterday saw me and the girls went to roam around town, i went to return my novel before we rushed down to Cheenatown to meet the skinny Y. We walked to Clarke quay after that and sat down for drinks. We had fun, short walks, laughter and had our heart fixed. However last night was intolerable, (much to the drinks), i couldn't get to sleep and had a pounding headache, even popping a panadol in bid of killing the pain so as to drift myself to sleep but was quite in vain. This will probably be the last usual outing before skinny Y comes back from taiwan. (:
have a safe journey ok! come back with loads of fat fat!

I was supposed to tennis in the noon, but the rain didn't permit me to do so.

Now, i'm waiting for the sister to come home and go watch a movie with me. She promised to reach home by 4:30pm, but look at the time now. Hmm..

Okay i'm going to bath and take a nap now to compensate for the sleep loss last night.









&& of course my study-superheroes during the study week (:
credit to qiaoqiao.

I think my life is so mundane until nobody gives a fly anymore. Friday marks the last day of school which means 1 month of hibernation starts.
It's going to be hell of a holiday and I'll be seeing the important person/people in my life less often, but absence makes the heart grows fonder. Holidays used to be exciting for me because those were the days where i had time with the usuals, go shopping but nothing like those really matters to me now. Right now, holidays are attractive to me because I get to sleep in late.

Exams were pretty frustrating albeit everyone should be getting into their high holidaying spirits but I think the frustration and the short fuse was caused by the unprepared feelings for the papers but thank god for the fact that I had superheroes who came in the form of WeiXiang and a group of study mates to help me.

Today, meeeeenie and me hit the town and we chatted so much that my voice is almost breaking now, saw me downing with loads of woods coughing syrup now. I feel so weird about my voice, that i felt funny listening to myself talk. Then was movie 4bia with boyfriend, it's such a mad show, but worth all the money if you want to live a day lesser :)

&& so i'm going to get my ass back to court for tennis, going to swim laps in the public pool with the nice nice girlfriends, catch-up with a lot of people that i missed for long time, attend boyfriend's POP, my driving lessons, jobs, $$ $$, loads of shopping and coffee talks.

that will basically be my 5 weeks holiday, and i'm going to enjoy it to fullest because it will be the very LAST holiday before tep.

&& at the same time, i won't be updating here much often because i've found a more private place (:
still here, with more visuals i promise.

till then...
Lets have a ROLLING holiday!

What you've never had, you never miss.
You never miss water until the well runs dry.

I doubt that anything can make me feel any better, not even if the stars dances for me.

Where's all the love yo?

all i really need is some good sleep, and a comforting hug from you.

MAY HAPPIER DAYS AHEAD.

ONE LAST TO GO.
financeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :(
i hate anything that has got to do with numbers, ok excluding counting money.

i thank god for my awesome and helpful classmates. (:

WX says F CRM (CockRoach Management)

HAHA.
ok, it's 7:07am now. I should really go get bath and wait for daddddddddddd to send me to school.
yeah man, screwww crm! i would have prefer to study laww. :(

whatever it is, good luck to me. I hope i will not forget all those theories
(CDI, C. retention, R.M, Acquisition, advantage/benefit/challenges/solutions.)
omgzx.

Pre-exam period is taxing and unbearable, as usual. But this time round, extremely bad because i've never experienced such trauma before, like erm, not readily prepare for the papers ahead and i'm still caught with tomorrow's paper. If i flunk these, i guess i'm one step away from me to continue to move vertically in the academic prospect, but okay, i'm not going to permit that from happening. shitzxzx.

am feeling so foul now, because i really want to get some sleep. My eyes are so painful, and i couldn't get any single details of theories into my head for tomorrow's paper after sitting at the chair with my book for the past 3 hours! HOW?!?!
(F LA OKAY) why so hard!
Mugging for exam is the worst thing to do in life, really loathe that but damn.. i'm helpless still.

just praying that i'll clear those hurdles now and am promising myself to work extremely hard for the next 1440 days.

okay i can go on rambling about exams and studies but this is good enough for a 10mins break for me.

back to books.
f f f f f f f f!!!!!

p/s: the smelly dummy is coming home tonight for a day, but why haven't you call?!?!

you would have called by this time tonight.


my hair has got the sweetest smell, HEHEHE!
& only yenny knows why. (;
can't wait to show it off to her! nyehaha.

& paaaa-me-la gave me the biggest comfort today.
xoxo. ((:
3 cheers to you, and study hard ok!

i'm proud of myself for saving up hard for the past weeks.

any takers for coming comex show?
i've got deals this time, ask me! :)

It's beeeeeen longggggg.

but still i can't seem to find the right word to faithfully convey how I feel. Anyways, life's been such a bitch. STUDY STUDY the shitouttame everyday, no sports for two weeks, fully concentrating on those effking hard modules. :(
& today marks the first day of boyfriend going into the jungle, which means no communication at all for 6 days.

I wish I own a remote that could fast forward time. I'll make everyday a friday. Its the happiest day of the week and like you might have already know, it's my favourite day always.

OH. yes.
Michael Phelps is the man! period.

Study + Olympic = Studlympic.

ONE DOWN,

FOUR MORE TO GO.

bummmmmer...

My weekends had been nothing of spectacular but just very good with the people I spent with.
Like other couples, we went to catch the fireworks on the National Day. & both of us, the movie fanatics, we went to catch Mummy in the noon, and the long awaited Dark Knight in the late night.


Sunday morning, dad sent me down to SSDC before i head over to meet boyfriend and Zy for lunch at the amk temporary market. Tagged along with them to buy their stuffs for their confinement week!
So the boyfriend went back to camp in the late evening on Sunday. & this time round, he will be confined for 2 weeks, and no communication for 6 days when he's out for field camp. I will definitely miss him, but well at the same time, the best time for me to focus on my studies. (:
Let's think positively!

I was supposed to go back school and meet the rest for studying. However, i'm really lazy to get my asss out of the damn gate, and whats more? Mum had been out running errands, & only me in the house. So all the more i should make use of the peacefulness. But, rainy days are the best for me to hide in the sheets. I can't resist the temptation, period.

Olympics games are my entertainment source these days, especially swimming.

They say it's better to live your life than being obsessed to document it down. And I'm counting down to 23rd Aug, because it's holidays then. I hope time really reaaaally wheeze horribly fast.

okay, i will spend my night pumping knowledge, more olympics and oh cornflakes with cold milk yo!

Let's do gasolina!

if you think you're pretty, i'd think i'm beautiful.

Wednesday saw me going to the doctor early in the morning for the cough that had went on for the past one week. Today i skipped finance class and slpt in. Not only it was a well-deserved break, it was also a good chance to catch up with mum.

I am almost done with the first semester of my second year, well almost there when i wrap up my exams paper starting on next Wednesday. Just nice, boyfriend will be out for field camp for 2 long weeks, by the time he's back, my exams will be over and i can fully enjoy to the max.

Can't wait for the weekends.
because you know why. (:

I'm determined to ...........

this is sucha trashy entry.
bye!

I left my diary at the boyfriend's house.
So i'm going to borrow blogger for awhile to pen down my thoughts for tonight.

Dear diary,
weather: hot like F la.
mood: (@!#$%^&% i hate french)


I couldn't picture myself in her shoes after reading the girlfriend's blog whose boyfriend passed away during the brunei training.


With the worries empowered with an o-verly active imagination, i can almost imagine myself in her shoes. I won't say i understand how she feels, no i can't. No one can understand untill they experience a lost of their loved ones. The idea of losing mine scares me. Enough.

To add on, with the stories of all the injuries thats going on around you frightens me. I'm frightened so much till the point where I think I may lose my grip on reality if I continue to harp on it. (damn!)
this goes to the boyfriend, to zy as well as my brother and all the army guys outta there, please be ALERT during training ok ok!


XXXXXXX
S,
10:32PM

the first day when he was out, he refused to take photos.

nye-ha. still, we got him!

C: EH girlfriend, quick leh take photo, i wanna see how i like.

" WL, SO UGLY!?! "

" CUTE SIO-L. "

i just killed a lorry of trees from the tissue marathon for my leaking nose.

weekends, like finally!
this week is especially slow.

tomorrow's saturday, plan is to go have a quick swim/tann tomorrow, then to joey's 18th, before meeting the boyfriend and others for movies.

i wish to be snuggling up to the warmth of your hugs now.